Oh dear...
How does one explain how one got where one is now? *THINKS* Well first off, this is my fourth long distance relationship...
I was in my first one at 11 years old... I met the boy online, then he came out here with his family to meet me! He lived in Washington. Things didn't pan out (obviously). His name was Andy.
Second one was when I was 12-14... He was my friends brother... We went to church together when I decided to explore religion... He was the bad boy that all the girls wanted and I was lucky to have. The distance wasn't much and we saw each other every other weekend at least... Then he got into drugs and a bunch of other things that were completely insane and we ended up breaking it off. His name was Kenney.
Third one (you think I would have learned by this time...) was with my highschool sweetheart. I was 15 years old... we met at school and a month after we started dating he moved to Washington with his family. I'm really starting to hate WA at this point... Two years in a LDR (Long Distance Relationship) and we closed the distance... Three years and a video game addiction later and we split up. That was back in September 2010. His name was AJ.
Soon after that I ended up in yet another LDR! I met the guy in an omegle chat (unlikely place to meet someone you will eventually fall heals over head for!) while I was still with AJ. We met in late July 2010... The relationship with AJ had been over for months really, I was just waiting to see if things would get better... but in August things got worse... I would speak and get responses like "you're still talking?" and "no one cares." and the day I met number 4 I was on omegle in a webcam chat setting and he saw my reactions to those comments. It was all down hill with AJ from there... I moved out in September 2010... and started falling in love with this amazing foreign boy I met on omegle that night. We talked about things like wanting to move to Canada and buy a loft with green and dark grey walls and learning French and how there was a rule set that said "NO FALLING IN LOVE!"... of course that rule was being broken and after 3 months of talking every single day he admitted it. He fell in love with me. I mean I developed feelings for him shortly after leaving AJ... and then on 11.11 I made a wish... nah thats cheesy... but on 11.11.10 I got up the guts to ask him to commit to being in a relationship with me. I thought I would have tons of convincing to do... but I didn't... I barely got the question out and he was telling me yes. So now here we are... LDR number 4. His name is Athila. He lives in Valinhos, Brazil and I'm madly in love with him. He should be here in about 9 months so we can meet and maybe by then we'll be convinced that he needs to be the one to change my name. We shall see where this takes us, it looks like it is going to be an amazing ride.
From the looks of things, all 6,424 miles and 9+months of waiting for him seems totally worth it.
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